I’ve had trouble accepting goodness in my life. Either thinking I didn’t deserve it / hadn’t truly earned the goodness, or believing the goodness was fleeting and bound to leave. Fearing the loss, I shunned the experience of goodness in the first place.
Now, I am recognizing these habits and trying to accept these moments of happiness for what they are. To be present to the moment of bliss. To accept the warmth in my body. To accept the eventual loss of good things, and to realize I can create more good moments if I open myself to them. I am realizing the abundance of goodness, if only I would open myself to that experience. Yes, the loss hurts… and that’s okay. To grieve, to miss, to yearn. That moves us forward, too.
Affirmation: I am a human, issok to want to be wanted, recognition, all sorts of those things that mean I am connected to my humanity ❤
I was questioning my desires – not trusting my yearning. SO I had to tell myself, ‘Be happy with good things, okay? 😊 You can be loved just as you are. Imagine a good thing’ ❤
Accept goodness in your life today.